I dont care!

28/3/10 3:01pm
I dont care wether u already have a new one or wat! I don care wether you'll have a new one or what! I dont care! I WILL WAIT! I WILL KEEP ON WAITING! No matter how long I need to wait to be with you! I dont care if I have to wait for a year, 2 yrs, 10 yrs, a thousand yrs! I WILL WAIT!

Pizza~~~~

28/3/2010 2:55pm
Mmm~~ yummy~ xP xD juz nw went for pizza~ so happy,coz I vry long nvr eat pizza d... Juz nw add lots n lots of cheese flakes and tabasco~ o.o so cheesy and spicy ^///^ wakakaka~ eat untill so full lerxh~ xP and then tonite goin out for farewell dinner wif my other neighbours~ coz mark and shaun going back to new zealand lerxh~ kinda sad coz next time if shaun is not here, nobody will bully me anymore... Not use to it leh~ ><...

Earth hour

Its earth hour now! Everybody off lights off lights! Coz I also off lights d, for an hour~ must support earth hour argh! If not 2012 will reli hapen de~ if don wan die! Den off light! XD

Can you wait?

Can you wait for me until I can be with you again? Coz I reli love you... I've waited for you... Can you wait for me? If you can't,its alrite^^ go find your on hapines and i'll try and fimd mine. Bt, no matter what, I love you, I always do...

Tired....

I realy cant stop myself from thinking of you... I think of you till tired d oso cant stop thinking of you... Your just too hard to be forgotten....haiz...

Dono wat to do...

I like him... But I still love him... Should I let him know that I like him?.... Should I get over the other him or continue waiting for him?.... I duno... I reli duno what to do.... Feel sad... Coz he doesnt finds me anymore.... Feel happy coz I can see him evryday... Urgh... Hate myself

Cool

Im single! Again! Single is cool! So im cool! Wakaka xD ok,2day, I got d 3rd 4 doubles! Woo-hoo! Nice man B-) n den~ I vry miss alvin de~ bt dat alvin doesnt exist anymore,so no use missing him~ nw, i'll juz enjoy my single life b4 some one Tells me He like me or b4 i Iet d guy dat I like know dat I like him~

我.....

我　　呼吸着　　没有　　你的空气　　　我　　呼吸着　　寂寞的空气　　　　我很寂寞　　我站在　　寂寞的边缘　　　　没有你　我不知道要往哪走　　　　　但　　还是叫自己对你死心　　　　　我　　会让时间　渐渐让我对你死心　　在还不能对你死心的期间　　我会继续爱着你　但　我再也不会希望你会回到我身边了

U r...

U r always treating ppl vry kind, no matter girl or boy, u treat everybody vry well, n u treated me xtremely well~ u r oso a vry patient guy, everytime I did something dat made u sad,u tahan oso.... Ur easily hurt by me... Everytime kena hurt by my stupid mouth... Nw, I wana apologize, sorry, its all my fault, all of it. Im so sorry for saying things dat made u sad all along... Im reli sorry...

Another msg 2 my bigbear hu doesnt exist anymore...

Bigbear, i've promised u b4 dat i'll always love u, n i'll reli love u till d end! No matter wether I like some guy from my skul o nt, I stil love u! Even though u hv aredi leave me, I still love u. Coz u hv gave me a lot of happiness in an amount which is more den I xpected 2 hv from u. U also loved me n cared bout me more den anybody else did. When u say dat im ur fren infront of ur other frenz... It hurts me... I miss it when u call me dear n littlebear, I miss it when u say'i love u'. I miss it when u say u were hapi 2 c me, I miss it when I can talk 2 u in d phone 4 hours... I miss it when I can hear u laugh n sing... Ha~ how I miss those times.... I oso miss one more thing, I miss u....

2 bigbear hu doesnt exist anymore

I miss my bigbear larxh~ how I wish that ur still by my side.... Can u exist n come back 2 my side?... Days wifout u r very suffering... Wifout u my life sucks... I nid u...>< bt I wont force u 2 come back la... I'll respect wat u dcide...

Badminton competition

Haiz, today join girls undr 15 yrs old single lose d~ bt nvm la~ I oso nt 1st time lose... 2mrw goin 4 doubles! Muz gambateh! Wakaka xD hope can ply till semi finals larxh~ xP

You

You've leave me bt dat doesnt mean dat I cant kip lovin u! N I don nid 2 hv any reason 2 kip lovin u
U said b4 dat u didnt wana b d idioit hu wana breakup wif me,bt in d end, u bcame dat stupid idiot
U promiz dat u wont break up wif me bt den in d end u broke up wif me.wat a waste of time promisin dat. Bt I don care bout it anymore... Till nw,i've truly love oni 2 guys, dat is dat stupid smokin guy n u... I tot u wont b like him..bt in d end... U did d same thing s him... U walked out of my life too..

No Matter What

No matter you"re still with me or not
I still love you

No matter you don't love me anymore
I still love you

No matter you've leave or not
I still love you

No matter who you like or love now
I still love you

You can stop loving me
but you can't stop me from loving you
I have no reasons to keep loving you
Coz' i don't need to have one
So don't ask me why i still love you idiot

I don't care wether you'll come back to my side or not
I don't know wether you'll come back to my side or not
But i know that
i'll keep loving you
i'll keep staying by your side
i'll keep supporting you
i'll keep missing you too
and i won't care wether you miss me or not

fotos from ah yee's fren

same view as me~ so close leh~ wakaka~ XD

Fun night

Went to super junior's concert last night! So fun and nice! Best bday present! D place I sit so good view! So near~ and then one of them walked past me when he was walkin dwn the steps~ so handsome~ bt too bad I didnt bring my hp or camera...T.T my bad~ but nevermind la~ I still enjoyed myself^^

so hapi orxh~

Juz now can chat with you so hapi~

talk n talk n talk

but when u say bye with me

my useless tears came out again

what a cry baby i am

so useless nia~

going to superjuniors concert later~

not very in the mood to go larxh... ><...

你的离开—— 让我的等待白等了一场——

我 为了看你而等了三个月

可是 你的离开让我白等了一场

不过 算了吧

我是不会讨厌你的

我只会继续爱着你

希望时间能让我放掉爱你的这颗心

你是我生命中最难忘的过客

永远都不会忘记你

永远都不会忘记你给过我的爱 关心 忧伤 和快乐

我爱你

Finally regret something

U always ask me wether I regret anything bfore o nt? I always say no...nw,i finaly regret something... I regret sayin I hate u... Bt,like wat I always tell myself... Regret oso no use d...wat hapen has alredi hapen...so,can only tell myself,let d pass b d pass,theres nth i can do,coz once u make a dcision its final,so let it b ba...

Nose bleed

O.o omg! I cry so much untill my nose bleed dis mornin! Gao lat nia~ xP haiz... No mood go see superjunior lerxh...

Very suffering

U say u wana break up so dat we both no nid suffer anymore,coz don wan me wait anymore... bt u duno dat Bein left by u is even suffering den waitin for months to see u...

Always ma bigbear

U will always be ma bigbear― Nobody can be ma bigbear only you― they'll only be one bigbear in ma heart― you can choose to love me or not to love me― but I can only choose to love you or love you even more― you can choose to be with me or leave me― but I can only choose to be wif u or see you walk out of ma life― the person that I love the most is always the one that makes me hurt the most― but i've never regret loving you―coz ur ma bigbear― Im wiling to let go of you― coz I dont wana see u suffer and being sad coz of me anymore― juz coz I love you―

Worst day ever

Arggh! Who can teach me hw to stop cryin... My heart hurts alot larxh... In my face la... Pembalasan... Nth to say... Wait, I do have smth to say~ even though u hurt me badly I stil love u...but no choice,i juz gota learn 2 let go...

Sad birthday..

Went roller~ many of my frenz went, so hapi^^ bt my bigbear cant go...sad nia...cried d whole nite... Wat a cry baby...n den once again.. I made him sad again...i vry teruk ... Finaly, he chose 2 broke up wit me...yay? No yay at all... Wat a sad bday...bt my fault la...always make him sad oni...no right 2 b his gf...no matter wat,i love u o~ aftr bein 2gether for almoz 5 mnths...finaly broke up on my birthday... All my fault... Wish dat u wont suffer n will b hapi everyday aftr u break up with me~ i'll always b by ur side suportin u de~ ur d best bf I could ever hv! Love u^3^

tomorrow's ma birthday

Whoa~ So fast tomorow is ma birthday liao~ Like just celebrate only >.<

Time really does flies eh~ Goin to roller with ma friends~

I'm gonna skate untill syok syok only go back!

wakakak XD Until got blister also can~ XP

*crazy me*

--Can't wait--

i sure po chan de~ coz everybody wan me belanja~~

sad story T.T

But well, nevermind la~ ^^

anyways im very kind hearted de~ LOL*

SJ! SJ! SJ! SUPERJUNIOR!

Woo-hoo! I can't believe im goin to super juniors's concert this saturday!!! O.o yay! >< ＊almost crazy＊ xP can't wait!

×Loving you×

『● I promiz not to cheat on you, I really wont, coz I love you, I promiz not to leave you, coz I love you I know that i'm cold nowadays,but that does not mean I don't love you, i still love you the way I always do, my love for you hasn't change abit ●』 ☆littlebear☆ always lovin you

What can I give?

You have given me so much hapiness~ and i? I have given you too much sadness n coldness in return... I'm very sorry... I don't know how to make you happy... I don't know how to stop being cold to you... What can I do or give you in return for your love, care, and happiness...

LOVE NEVER FAILS

LOVE is patient and kind ● ● ● ●
It does not envy or booast ● ● ● ●
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LOVE is not proud or rude ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ●●●
It is not self-seeking ● ● ●●● ●● ● ●●●●
or easily angered ●●

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LOVE keeps no record of wrongs ● ● ● ●
nor delights in evil ● ●● ●
It rejoices with the truth ● ●
and always protects ● ●
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LOVE always hopes
and always perseveres
LOVE NEVER FAILS

我爱你

我爱你 不 我不爱你

我超爱你 是的 我是真的超爱你

爱你 爱得很深很深 我对你的感觉

永远 都不能用言语来形容

现在 能够写出的就只是

四个字

我超爱你

真心话....

真心话 是你一直以来都想听的

真心话 也是我一直想听的话

你不想要我瞒着你任何事

我也不想要你这么做

我希望你能和我分享你的心事

因为 我不想要你承担那么多压力

把所有的事都自己担

所以 请你对我说 真心话

“下雨天 我怎么办 我好想你 不敢打给你 啦啦啦。。。”

这首歌的歌词 好适合我的心情哦

好希望能尽快和你见面 就算1小时也好 1分钟也好

就算是《一秒也好》 我都不介意

现在只希望能看到你 就因为我太想你了

我依然还在等待，等待着和你相遇的那一天

雨 一直下个不停

我 却站在雨下一动也不动

脑海中浮现了你的样子 好难忘

你 就是我最爱看的风景

你 就是我的墙 一个帮我挡风 挡雨的墙

没有这个墙 我就熬不到今天

你是让我坚强的墙

你是能让我忘掉烦恼的雨

你是我生命中的一切一切

没有人能够取代你在我心里的位置

我 〉〉〉 一个笨蛋！白痴！ 讨厌自己！

我好笨 根本就不应该把之前的两个帖子放在部落格

现在 我讨厌我自己 因为 我又再次让你哭泣

我 还算是人吗？ 一次又一次地伤了你的心

我真是个大笨蛋！ 对不起因为又再次伤了你的心

我觉得 我是个没良心的人

不过 我答应你 我会在你需要我的时候陪着你

一定会的 我爱你

我还能等下去吗？

我 还能等下去吗 自己也不知道

已经2个月没见到你了 我要等多久 才能和你相遇

我怕 再等下去 真的会累坏自己 但 为了你

还是选择等 我 很矛盾 对吧?

即使我的耐心到了极限 我 还是选择等

我好累 好希望不用再等下去

曾经对自己说 够了 别再等了 在等下去的话

真的会累坏自己的

但是 心里有很多让我继续等下去的理由

-我很爱你

-我答应过你 我不会离开你

-我怕伤到你

-我不舍得离开你 还有很多很多理由

不过 说实话

我还能等到几时

我应该继续等下去吗

谁能告诉我......

心里有好多话想对你说

心里有好多话想对你说 但却不敢对你说出口 只好 把话 写在这里 耐心地等你把它读完

我跟你说过几次nevermind? 回想起来 其实也很多次了吧 多得 连自己都数不着

每当你说错话让我心痛后 我都会说nevermind 你知道吗

每一次的nevermind 最后换来的 是自己的伤痛

每一次说nevermind, i don't mind at all 全都是假的 只为了让你安心

还记得 我们第一次的吵架 你对我发脾气 当时的我好心痛 但

最后还是选择说一个nevermind

我想 我要原谅你到永远吗？ 我不应该

到最后 答应了自己 只会给你最后一个机会

之后 就再也不给你机会了 因为

每一次的nevermind都让我很难过

累了

不想再拥有那个伤痛

日子一天一天地过去...

日子一天一天地过去...看不到你的日子一天一天地增加...对你的思念也跟着一天一天地变深...到底要等多久?　要等到几时才能再见到你?　我真的很想见你,为什么扁扁是我们两个不能读同一间学校~如果我没转校的话那该有多好啊~　不过,最重要的是,　我希望你能陪我度过生日~　你不必买任何礼物送给我~　我只需要你一天的时间,那就已经足够了~