等待-东于哲

我守候在你家门外　　
整个晚上都不离开　　
回想你靠在我的胸怀　
我要将感觉留到every night　　　 走在吵闹拥挤的人海　　　　　我想要好好感觉你的存在　　　　望着遥远灰色的星海　一个人孤独的发呆　　　　　　　
我依然还在等待　等待你会明白　　一颗坚强的心在等你回来　　　　　　　　　　　　风在吹　
让他擦去脸上的泪　　　　　 不要以为我真的无所谓　　　　　　　　　　　　　我依然还在等待　等待你会明白　　一颗坚强的心在等你回来　　　　　　　　　　　　不怕累　
只要我的身边有你陪　　　　
请你相信我是真的不后悔

Happy tears and sad tears~ >>>i miss bigbear very much<<<.

8/4/2010 8:41a.m Last night, when you replied my message
I was really really happy
Until you said that theres a door that you're not brave enough to open... I cried... What door is that?...
I don't know only you know
How I wish I could read your mind
How I wish that I know what you are thinking... Before you sleep
You told me:'' bigbear still loves you...'' Once again... I cried... I really wish that I could see what you are thinking... I really miss my bigbear... You cant just ask littlebear to love other guys like that, you're the one that made me love you, you can't just ask littlebear to stop loving you the way you want it to be... Coz I really just can't fall for other guy... Everytime I got nothing to do
The memories of you keep flashing in my head... I really just can't let go of you... Im sorry...

I am so tired of my life...at sentosa

Why!? Why me!? Im not my kai gor's girlfriend! I don't like Khoo Zhen Wei! I don't like Teo Man Hong! I am not his heart arxh!!!! X.X I like nobody at sentosa! Stop calling that stupid Teo's name when you all big mouth boy see me!! Sick of it la! One day meet each other for hundreds of time! I see untill sienz a... T.T someone, anyone... Please help me.... T.T

Why!?

Why did I think and remember bout the time we sat together at the canteen... Why...T.T I also remembered the drink that you bought for me... And also remebered the time I talked to in the phone for hours... Still remember that you said you loved me through the phone... T.T all those memories make me wana cry...:'( nobody can replace you in my heart d... Cos you've taken my heart away... And I cant take it back from you anymore... Its easy for you to pretend like nothing happened, but its hard for me, very hard... I really really miss you!.... For real! You promised me that you'll let me hold your hand! I won't let you forget bout me untill you do that!.... I must be crazy d... X.x

~Me~

Im sorry coz im the reason for all of your reasons. Im sorry for being the o ne that makes you feel down now a days... When you said you tried to forget bout me before,it hurts... Why do you want to forget bout me?! Why? Maybe I already know the answer... You can't and you don't want to wait for me anymore... Or is it really coz you don't want me to wait anymore... Well, I still can wait, no matter how long it takes. I know that There are many other guys in this world, but there is only one Sim Tzuemn Yaw. He is the one and only guy I love. I like someone but I love Tzuemn Yaw. I don't care wether you'll come back to my side or not. But I will still love you likeg I always do.

Wat the hell!

Wat the hell! Got one 22years old Argentina boy add my facebuk and msn! And then he talked to me and said I was beautiful and called me beautiful! Omg! Im gona die... XP

Long time no post blog d~

So long nvr post my blog d~ I duno wat to write~ well, i've been thinkin of and missing my already extinct bigbear... I miss my bigbear! T.T but I guess his not missing me and also having a great time rite? Well,no matter wat, just wana say I miss you and I love you~