Why!?

Why did I think and remember bout the time we sat together at the canteen... Why...T.T I also remembered the drink that you bought for me... And also remebered the time I talked to in the phone for hours... Still remember that you said you loved me through the phone... T.T all those memories make me wana cry...:'( nobody can replace you in my heart d... Cos you've taken my heart away... And I cant take it back from you anymore... Its easy for you to pretend like nothing happened, but its hard for me, very hard... I really really miss you!.... For real! You promised me that you'll let me hold your hand! I won't let you forget bout me untill you do that!.... I must be crazy d... X.x