2010年2月28日星期日

Finally~

After so long.... Finally! I finally found someone I truly love and care... Someone that caes about me and tuly love me... I'm really lucky, relieve and happy to have you, bigbear~ I really am~ And i can't thank you enough for what you've done and what you are willing to do for me~ I really love you~ And really can't lose you now~ We together gambateh and fight till the end ya! Love you^^

To The Idiot...

You're one true idiot, Alvin.... Can't believe you could think of a poem like that~ But to be honest~ It was nice~ You're going to be a good poet, man~ Don't matter other people like the poems that you write or not~ As long as you like it, it will always be the best poem~ And, no matter what, I will always support you~ Coz' you said it yourself, you're an idiot~ That's why i have to stay by your side and support you, idiot~ I'll always stay by your side~ And I'll be there when you need me~ Love you, idiot~ :P

Chap Gor May

Whoa~今天是'chap gor may'~刚刚在外婆的庙帮忙~哇噻,告诉你噢! 刚刚超级多帅哥和美女哦~我看到很爽下的~哇咔咔咔咔xD 忙了整天.....现在,脚算死了~ xP 晚上吃了饭后, 就回吉隆坡~

2010年2月27日星期六

整夜都睡不着....

现在是凌晨六点四十分...哇噻...晚上十点多在婆婆房间的床上翻来覆去,一直翻到十一点...热到顶不顺了,就从房间走出去...走到客厅...原以为能在沙发上睡着的, 后来又睡不着...就随手拿了一本含有三百五十六页的故事书来读, 读啊读....我竟然在五点就把那本书读完了!...一整晚都没睡到....唉, 只能说...我人在马六甲, 心在吉隆坡....好想念bigbear,我的钢琴,电脑,收音机,还有我的tilam....-.-

整夜都睡不着....

现在是凌晨六点四十分...哇噻...晚上十点多在婆婆房间的床上翻来覆去,一直翻到十一点...热到顶不顺了,就从房间走出去...走到客厅...原以为能在沙发上睡着的, 后来又睡不着...就随手拿了一本含有三百五十六页的故事书来读, 读啊读....我竟然在五点就把那本书读完了!...一整晚都没睡到....唉, 只能说...我人在马六甲, 心在吉隆坡....好想念bigbear,我的钢琴,电脑,收音机,还有我的tilam....-.-

Im sorry big bear....

Im sorry bigbear... Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry im not myself anymore... Im sry im scarin u..im sorry,im reli reli sorry...

2010年2月26日星期五

2 bigbear~

I miss you so much bigbear... But saying sorry can't make me happy>< but I have no choice but to pretend i'm alright and don't mind...coz I don't want eu 2 feel guilty or think dat ursele is worthless! I hate it when eu say eu're worthless coz eu cant make me hapi! what kind of stupid reason is dat! Who say u can't make me hapi! Everytime when I have a chance 2 chat with eu im hapi... As long as eu're with me,as long as eu dont leave me. Thats more than engh! I oso dont want eu to waste money buyin me presents~ what I want is not presents or money,but ur love~ as long as I can spend time wif u, dats more than engh...

2010年2月25日星期四

Sad...n...scared...

我们在一起已经四个月了~我跟你在一起真的很高兴~我要感谢你一直以来的陪伴,宽容和关心...也要谢谢你在我需要你的时候安慰我,弄我开心~可是我发觉你离我越来越远了~ 我很爱很爱你...比以前还要爱你...昨晚你所说的每一句都伤得我很深很深...你说你现在不会和我分, 以后可能会...你知道吗?当时的我有多害怕,多伤心吗?我想,你应该不知道吧?之后...你又说你改变主意了,以后不打算和我分...那时,我更难过了...因为你好像把我当作一个随时可以丢弃,随时可以挽回来的东西...我真的很伤心.....我很希望能永远和你在一起...但也怕你会离开我...

2010年2月23日星期二

4th month~

Ha~2days d 4th month we've been 2gether d~ I hope that we can be together for more than one year~ is that possible? Not sure~ but i'm 100% sure that I love you more than last time now~ you know what? The more I miss you, the more I love u~ does it make sense? I don't know... Coz I found out that what I say most of the time doesn't make sense at all== pls tell me if it doesn't make sense, I won't mind at all~ love you bigbear~

2010年2月21日星期日

tomorrow~

Big bear~ tomorrow will be d fourth month aredy~ so fast nia~ o.o Can't believe we can stand for that long though~miracle~ lol~ I really really mizz you very very much~ >.< Goin crazy d~ xP If i can't see you for another one more month then i'm really goin to go insane!....==|| Everytime i ask you wether you can go out or not....it's always a no....so teruk nia..==but fine...nevermind~ T.T Hey, I think Tim made the right choice la~Don't say Wing Yee keasian~Tim kesian then her~kena buang~ When exactly can you say yes to go ice skating or roller skating or wherever you wanna go with me~ T.T I don't care where we go,I juz wana see you~ >.< i'm missin you like hell right now!....

2010年2月18日星期四

can our love stay like this 4eva?



can our love stay like this 4eva? i dunno~i wish that we can~we are together for almoz 4 months d~i wana thank you for apologizin me,lovin me,carin me,bein with me when i needed u n makin me happy all this time~I'm happy and lucky to have you~Although we had argued with each other once~and that one time made me really heartbroken but its alrite~i don't mind anymore~Coz its also my fault~Now,i'll try 2 make u happy insted of makin you sad or angry~Coz I love you...And i wan you 2 feel happy when you're with me~We've never seen each other for a very long time d...i miss you vry vry much>.<

2010年2月16日星期二

sorry...

You said Im not me anymore...You said im totally a different person now..well i think that i've changed too....And im sorry that im not myself anymore.i hope i can be the old me that you know...And i hope that you can help me too...Coz i hate it when im nt myself anymore...but the only thing that hasnt changed is my love for you...I still love you...no,i love you more and deeper then last time...

sacrifices

Sometimes a sacrifice or two comes easy:
Love's a very generous reward.
Two people are in equal need quite rarely,
So one becomes the tune and one the chord.
Today I feel immeasurably lucky
To celebrate with you this milestone.
The music in my heart is very lovely.
I watch you from below, but not alone.
I'll always be exactly where you want me,
As I have faith that you will be for me.
No missing paradise will ever haunt me,
For you and I will share our melody.
I'm proud of what you've done and what you'll do.
No one could be more blessed than I with you....

☆ To MY Special SomeOne ☆

→I want to make you smile as you make me.
I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes.
You ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell you.
You are the stars, and I the empty skies.
In me there is a yearning ever flowing
That needs to reach an end that never comes.
I cannot be myself without you with me.
This is a truth no wisdom ever plumbs.

You laugh, and say that I'm your personal angel,
And this is what I want so much to be.
The beauty of my life is like a passion
That blows right through the person that you see.←

※Let me be the bandage for your bleeding;
Let me be the ocean for your tears.
Let me be the secret of your healing;
Let me be the song to still your fears.
Love isn't love that cannot love in darkness,
Nor is it love that turns away from pain;
Nor would I love would I not hold your sadness
And with my love your love of life sustain.

So do not think your malady a burden,
And do not think my willingness deceit.
Just let your sorrow flow into my garden,
And I will share with you the harvest sweet.※

#Love is patient with a life
That brings its share of pain.
We know sometime there is an end
To the most stubborn rain.
We know the sun comes out again
On a world that's fresh and new,
And all the gifts we freely give
Somewhere, sometime accrue.

We know sometimes we have to wait
For life to come around,
And sometimes that it won't, but still
There's some good to be found.

And even when things happen that
Your soul can hardly bear,
Know that I'll be next to you;
My love is always there.#

◇Sometimes a sacrifice or two comes easy:
Love's a very generous reward.
Two people are in equal need quite rarely,
So one becomes the tune and one the chord.
Today I feel immeasurably lucky
To celebrate with you this milestone.
The music in my heart is very lovely.
I watch you from below, but not alone.
I'll always be exactly where you want me,
As I have faith that you will be for me.
No missing paradise will ever haunt me,
For you and I will share our melody.
I'm proud of what you've done and what you'll do.
No one could be more blessed than I with you.◆

2010年2月6日星期六

友情岁月

那一年我告别家乡
那一年来到第二故乡
那一年我把军歌唱响
那一年我也豪情满腔
转眼间春去冬又来
转眼间我就要离开
转眼间要给绿色说再见
转眼间我已是泪流满面
看看曾经成长的地方
看看曾经熟悉的脸庞
想想往日一起的时光
心中难免有几分惆怅
告诉我亲爱的兄弟你要坚强
告诉我亲爱的兄弟你要向上
友情岁月终究不会遗忘
把酒当歌与你分享
不管是将来身在他乡何方
不管是面对风雨还是悲伤
永恒的绿色心中时刻收藏
无悔的人生充满阳光

~appreciate wat u have~

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
And as in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Tim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him.'
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Tim died today.'
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.

Remember to always say what you mean
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

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哗~好久都没写部落格了哦~不知道要写虾咪叻....嗯....在sentosa读书咯...然后,过得还好咯,有时真的很闷....zzz