等待-东于哲

我守候在你家门外　　
整个晚上都不离开　　
回想你靠在我的胸怀　
我要将感觉留到every night　　　 走在吵闹拥挤的人海　　　　　我想要好好感觉你的存在　　　　望着遥远灰色的星海　一个人孤独的发呆　　　　　　　
我依然还在等待　等待你会明白　　一颗坚强的心在等你回来　　　　　　　　　　　　风在吹　
让他擦去脸上的泪　　　　　 不要以为我真的无所谓　　　　　　　　　　　　　我依然还在等待　等待你会明白　　一颗坚强的心在等你回来　　　　　　　　　　　　不怕累　
只要我的身边有你陪　　　　
请你相信我是真的不后悔

Happy tears and sad tears~ >>>i miss bigbear very much<<<.

8/4/2010 8:41a.m Last night, when you replied my message
I was really really happy
Until you said that theres a door that you're not brave enough to open... I cried... What door is that?...
I don't know only you know
How I wish I could read your mind
How I wish that I know what you are thinking... Before you sleep
You told me:'' bigbear still loves you...'' Once again... I cried... I really wish that I could see what you are thinking... I really miss my bigbear... You cant just ask littlebear to love other guys like that, you're the one that made me love you, you can't just ask littlebear to stop loving you the way you want it to be... Coz I really just can't fall for other guy... Everytime I got nothing to do
The memories of you keep flashing in my head... I really just can't let go of you... Im sorry...

I am so tired of my life...at sentosa

Why!? Why me!? Im not my kai gor's girlfriend! I don't like Khoo Zhen Wei! I don't like Teo Man Hong! I am not his heart arxh!!!! X.X I like nobody at sentosa! Stop calling that stupid Teo's name when you all big mouth boy see me!! Sick of it la! One day meet each other for hundreds of time! I see untill sienz a... T.T someone, anyone... Please help me.... T.T

Why!?

Why did I think and remember bout the time we sat together at the canteen... Why...T.T I also remembered the drink that you bought for me... And also remebered the time I talked to in the phone for hours... Still remember that you said you loved me through the phone... T.T all those memories make me wana cry...:'( nobody can replace you in my heart d... Cos you've taken my heart away... And I cant take it back from you anymore... Its easy for you to pretend like nothing happened, but its hard for me, very hard... I really really miss you!.... For real! You promised me that you'll let me hold your hand! I won't let you forget bout me untill you do that!.... I must be crazy d... X.x

~Me~

Im sorry coz im the reason for all of your reasons. Im sorry for being the o ne that makes you feel down now a days... When you said you tried to forget bout me before,it hurts... Why do you want to forget bout me?! Why? Maybe I already know the answer... You can't and you don't want to wait for me anymore... Or is it really coz you don't want me to wait anymore... Well, I still can wait, no matter how long it takes. I know that There are many other guys in this world, but there is only one Sim Tzuemn Yaw. He is the one and only guy I love. I like someone but I love Tzuemn Yaw. I don't care wether you'll come back to my side or not. But I will still love you likeg I always do.

Wat the hell!

Wat the hell! Got one 22years old Argentina boy add my facebuk and msn! And then he talked to me and said I was beautiful and called me beautiful! Omg! Im gona die... XP

Long time no post blog d~

So long nvr post my blog d~ I duno wat to write~ well, i've been thinkin of and missing my already extinct bigbear... I miss my bigbear! T.T but I guess his not missing me and also having a great time rite? Well,no matter wat, just wana say I miss you and I love you~

I dont care!

28/3/10 3:01pm
I dont care wether u already have a new one or wat! I don care wether you'll have a new one or what! I dont care! I WILL WAIT! I WILL KEEP ON WAITING! No matter how long I need to wait to be with you! I dont care if I have to wait for a year, 2 yrs, 10 yrs, a thousand yrs! I WILL WAIT!

Pizza~~~~

28/3/2010 2:55pm
Mmm~~ yummy~ xP xD juz nw went for pizza~ so happy,coz I vry long nvr eat pizza d... Juz nw add lots n lots of cheese flakes and tabasco~ o.o so cheesy and spicy ^///^ wakakaka~ eat untill so full lerxh~ xP and then tonite goin out for farewell dinner wif my other neighbours~ coz mark and shaun going back to new zealand lerxh~ kinda sad coz next time if shaun is not here, nobody will bully me anymore... Not use to it leh~ ><...

Earth hour

Its earth hour now! Everybody off lights off lights! Coz I also off lights d, for an hour~ must support earth hour argh! If not 2012 will reli hapen de~ if don wan die! Den off light! XD

Can you wait?

Can you wait for me until I can be with you again? Coz I reli love you... I've waited for you... Can you wait for me? If you can't,its alrite^^ go find your on hapines and i'll try and fimd mine. Bt, no matter what, I love you, I always do...

Tired....

I realy cant stop myself from thinking of you... I think of you till tired d oso cant stop thinking of you... Your just too hard to be forgotten....haiz...

Dono wat to do...

I like him... But I still love him... Should I let him know that I like him?.... Should I get over the other him or continue waiting for him?.... I duno... I reli duno what to do.... Feel sad... Coz he doesnt finds me anymore.... Feel happy coz I can see him evryday... Urgh... Hate myself

Cool

Im single! Again! Single is cool! So im cool! Wakaka xD ok,2day, I got d 3rd 4 doubles! Woo-hoo! Nice man B-) n den~ I vry miss alvin de~ bt dat alvin doesnt exist anymore,so no use missing him~ nw, i'll juz enjoy my single life b4 some one Tells me He like me or b4 i Iet d guy dat I like know dat I like him~

我.....

我　　呼吸着　　没有　　你的空气　　　我　　呼吸着　　寂寞的空气　　　　我很寂寞　　我站在　　寂寞的边缘　　　　没有你　我不知道要往哪走　　　　　但　　还是叫自己对你死心　　　　　我　　会让时间　渐渐让我对你死心　　在还不能对你死心的期间　　我会继续爱着你　但　我再也不会希望你会回到我身边了

U r...

U r always treating ppl vry kind, no matter girl or boy, u treat everybody vry well, n u treated me xtremely well~ u r oso a vry patient guy, everytime I did something dat made u sad,u tahan oso.... Ur easily hurt by me... Everytime kena hurt by my stupid mouth... Nw, I wana apologize, sorry, its all my fault, all of it. Im so sorry for saying things dat made u sad all along... Im reli sorry...

Another msg 2 my bigbear hu doesnt exist anymore...

Bigbear, i've promised u b4 dat i'll always love u, n i'll reli love u till d end! No matter wether I like some guy from my skul o nt, I stil love u! Even though u hv aredi leave me, I still love u. Coz u hv gave me a lot of happiness in an amount which is more den I xpected 2 hv from u. U also loved me n cared bout me more den anybody else did. When u say dat im ur fren infront of ur other frenz... It hurts me... I miss it when u call me dear n littlebear, I miss it when u say'i love u'. I miss it when u say u were hapi 2 c me, I miss it when I can talk 2 u in d phone 4 hours... I miss it when I can hear u laugh n sing... Ha~ how I miss those times.... I oso miss one more thing, I miss u....

2 bigbear hu doesnt exist anymore

I miss my bigbear larxh~ how I wish that ur still by my side.... Can u exist n come back 2 my side?... Days wifout u r very suffering... Wifout u my life sucks... I nid u...>< bt I wont force u 2 come back la... I'll respect wat u dcide...

Badminton competition

Haiz, today join girls undr 15 yrs old single lose d~ bt nvm la~ I oso nt 1st time lose... 2mrw goin 4 doubles! Muz gambateh! Wakaka xD hope can ply till semi finals larxh~ xP

You

You've leave me bt dat doesnt mean dat I cant kip lovin u! N I don nid 2 hv any reason 2 kip lovin u
U said b4 dat u didnt wana b d idioit hu wana breakup wif me,bt in d end, u bcame dat stupid idiot
U promiz dat u wont break up wif me bt den in d end u broke up wif me.wat a waste of time promisin dat. Bt I don care bout it anymore... Till nw,i've truly love oni 2 guys, dat is dat stupid smokin guy n u... I tot u wont b like him..bt in d end... U did d same thing s him... U walked out of my life too..